fulltimeheroine | [IC] Post-braindive Post!

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[IC] Post-braindive Post!

[Wow, those dreams sure were trippy. Let's talk about that.]

You too? Must be that kind of day.

What did you dream about?

[a beat]

-- W- well, it was probably my mind coming up with all these crazy things. I think you were in one, but it didn't make much sense to me...

O-- oh?

That is... There was something with a lot of clocks and dragonflies.

[among other things]

[BE COOL, SAKURA.]

I see...

Doesn't make any sense to you either, does it?

Well, clocks make me think of Hitomi-senpai-dono...

Hitomi...?

A former comrade of my friends.

[... former?]

Anything to do with something called-- what was it-- "Code Breakers"?

Mm. He used to be one... but he quit, and became a terrorist, to avenge the Code:Breakers who had died in the line of duty.

-- Huh? ... Erm, mostly, I'm wondering how I ended up dreaming of something like that! Does this mean all this is something you know about?

So it seems.

Perhaps it was a camp phenomenon.

That has to be the only explanation for this...

Mm. I hope it was not too awkward to you.

No, no, it's nothing like that. It's more like... Well, to be honest, if everything had any truth to it, I feel like I stumbled upon something I shouldn't have.

Oh... What?

Er-- Let's see... After that, there was a little girl in a forest ripping off the wings of a bunch of dragonflies. And then, a black void, or something like that. That's where you were.

Ah... that little girl was me. Before I was aware that doing those sorts of things was wrong.

And that other person is... who I can become, in the unlikely event I am extremely traumatized. There is no sense of good or evil, much like I was as a child. And instead of shielding myself from special powers powered by life force, I simply take life force away. If I do so long enough, people will...

Ah... So that's what that was. I couldn't make heads or tails of anything that was going on then.

I doubt it would ever happen here, but I know that side of me exists and that I have no way of stopping myself.

[shakes her head]

There has to be some way, but... For now, we don't have to worry about that. After all, I doubt you'd put yourself in that position so easily.

Right. And it was easy enough to stop...

Ogami hugged the humanity right back into me... Then again, he was the person who taught me never to kill in the first place...

[smiles a little]

Even if something did happen, we've got your back.

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